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peeps.. may album na po ang friend kong si sitti navarro..

dun sa mga hilig ang jazz and the like.. please get a copy..

hehe o pano ba yan sitti? balato? haha..

my mine's hurting.

and its killing me inside. i wanted so much to comfort her. to tell her that everything's gonna be alright. but words aren't enough to ease the pain that she's feeling at the moment.. i feel so useless.. i can't even make her smile. i can't even make her say she'll not leave me.. i can't even convince her to do something stupid. i feel soooooo U-S-E-L-E-S-S!

if there's anyone in this world who's worthy to pass that fucking board exam, its her!!

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you know what god, u amaze me.

i don't understand why of all people, si A pa.

gusto ko ipasok sa utak ko na may dahilan ka kung bakit nangyari to.

pero baket siya pa?

how unfair can you get..

ok i'm not supposed to blame god for what happened.. i'm sorry. you know, emotions.. i can't help it lang.

basta mine. katulad ng sinabi ko.. mahal pa rin kita.

ikaw pa rin gusto ko makasama habang buhay....

i'm wondering what it's like to finally see the light after staying in the dark for quite some time.. the light may blind you at first, but once you get used to it, you can safely say its a pretty site after all.

what if you are sinking deeper.. and you can't barely see the light. you struggle for something to hold on to, just so that you can breathe.. never  mind the light, you fight for you life. and then all of a sudden you saw a hand reaching out to you.. will you grab it? or will you chicken out and allow yourself to drown amidst the nothingness below?

loving her was a risk i had to take. it was a risk because i was once a prisoner of the dark.. a powerful force that engulfed my whole being. i was taught to be numb, and yes i cry myself to sleep but i don't feel a thing.. it's a sin to feel a thing.. feeling something means you're not worthy. but when she handed me the key to her heart, i felt something inside me. something i know i have felt before..

she made me live again.

i am finally home.

woke up with a bad headache.. feels like my skull is about to split into two.. i didnt take any medication, i just didnt want to.. 2log lang katapat nito  no.

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i want to have a vacation with mine.. somewhere far.. i wanna take her to a place where we can be ourselves.. no inhibitions..no worries.. just the two of us.. *sigh*  i miss her so much na.. i hope she's here.. i wanna hug and kiss her.. ok enough..

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i still have that headache.. and its getting worse..

i love you mine.. pasado man o hindi.

this is my first time to have a relationship with a bifemme, and so far, aside from masakit sa ulo, wala na ko iba pang reklamo. i dunno if napapansin ni A or not, pero unconsciously, nacocompare nia ko sa GUY. na kesyo maalaga ang mga jerk na yun, at kung anik anik pa.. eh baket ang mga gurls ba hindi? nakaka offend huh.. hmp.

anyway.. cguro pinariringgan lang ako nun. haha sorry hindi tumalab. *chuckles*

kidding aside.

i am starting to have doubts about her. i asked her kasi before if may plans sya to get married with a guy, sabi niya wala raw. but i am seeing a different A now. don't get me wrong, i love and trust her... pero one thing's for sure, if magdecide sya to settle down with a man, i won't get in the way. sabi nga ng iba, ano daw ba makukuha ko sa relationship na ganito? ang sagot ko lang,'same with het relationships, ang difference lang, di kami pwede magka anak.'

i am happy being like this, im on my 6th year as a femme, and kahit na ilang beses na kong nasaktan, di ko pa rin makita sarili ko marrying a man. i am not a man hater for the record,  but i dunno.. maybe it's not really meant to be. i mean ja+husband= disaster, trouble and chaos. mahal magpa annul kaya. hehehe.. :D

at kahit saksakan pa ng CARING...SWEET o MABAIT yang hinayupak na lalaking yan.. i don't  give a damn. babae gusto ko... period!

   

      Happy 4th mine..
   i love you so much.

[Verse 1]
I brought you here so that i can express the things i've been thinkin bout give me your ear.
Cuz i don't normally do this so bare with me through this. there are so many things that i
Want to say. but let me start by saying this saying i thank you. darling just because..

[Chorus]
I used to love someone that i didn't like we used to want to break up every other night. i
Used to think realationships were a lot of stress. i used to think that pain was a part of
Happiness. now all that's changed since you've come my way, but i don't want us to become
Another used to be.

[Verse 2]
I hope what i'm saying don't discourage you in any kind of way cuz i do believe that you have
The potential to be everything i need. i hope that you can really understand that i would hate
To be with someone new, and tell them what i'm telling you. 

[Chorus] I used to love someone that i didn't like. we used to want to break up every other night. i Used to think realationships were a lot of stress. i used to think that pain was a part of Happiness. now all that's changed since you've come my way, but i don't want us to become Another used to be.

[Verse 3]
Cuz it would only be another waste of time and all the moment to be raised i would bout my
Mind. another memory a part of history. I cant forget cuz it keeps haunting me. Now that you're
Here is evidently clear, but i don't ever have to have this worry again again. ooohhhooooooo.

[Chorus x3]
I used to love someone that i didn't like. we used to want to break up every other night. i
Used to think realationships were a lot of stress.i used to think pain was a part of
Happiness. now all that's changed since you've come my way, but i don't want us to become
Another used to be.

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xa tama na i'm sleepy na :D

I am Capricorn, My Lover is Taurus

Smitten with a Taurus? You have found a soul mate! You click on just about every level, and will find satisfaction, luxury, pleasure, and contentment in the end. Taurus' Sun falls into your house of true love and pleasure, so it is no wonder that you can't help falling in love.

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With a Taurus, you can form a wonderful life -- one that steers well clear of the edge. Free from crisis and insecurity, you will be able to concentrate on building a wholesome, solid foundation. This is a highly compatible, strong match.

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kita mo yan mine?? soulmate kita.. hehe..

welcome to my new home, my new blog. teeheehee..